Sunday, January 16, 2011

Why, do I have to beg

When all that's left, is a memory, forsaken.

I have been on SUCH a Skillet kick lately, that and Irish music (Flogging Molly, Dropkick Murphys) is ALL I have listened to the last two days.

Last three days or so I have been thinking alot about the person I used to be and the person I am now. How the former turned into the latter and how they both seem to be coexsisting at the moment. I feel stuck in an endless waltz with the three beats of past present and future spinning around me. MAN I should write this stuff down, oh wait I am.

This I think will be one of the posts where I may just pour my thoughts onto my computer, so it may not make much sense but to some it may make perfect sense, who knows.

SO...I've decided that this year I want to shed aside ALL parts of my past, I can't change what happend but I do have the power to forget. I don't wanna go through the drama and pain I went through last year and every year previous. I have too much going for me this year, and too much I am hoping for. So yet again I am in an endless struggle to make myself stronger.

OK and so to start this, NO MORE DEPRESSING SHTUFF!!

But I'm out of things to talk about, OH WAIT, if some of my posts have random German in them it's cuz I need to practice some of my shtuff for my German class this semester

Auf Wiedersehen!!

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