Tag!
So two things I wanna open this post with, I love German. And I so wanna cheat :/ and if anyone besides the one person who gets this reads it All I can say about it is it's not a bad kinda cheating lol, the person who maybe the only one reading this understand what I mean :). So esentially I'm speaking to a non exsistant audience since I don't have to explain it to her.
Well that was fun haha, Anyhoo.
Who knows where my life is headed, heck if I do. This year I'm doin things a bit differently after overcoming the trials of 2010. And before we continue NO I AM NO APATHETIC....most of the time
I am gonna lace up my chucks (I miss my chucks :( ) And basically take life by the seat of my pants and take each day as it comes, heck I could die tomorrow why should I care bout what stress is gonna happen HAHA. that is if I die, if I survive sleep and wake up tomorrow then I'll worry bout it.
Point is I'm not really concerned with having a plan for my life cuz for the most part it's gotten me through alright so far, in fact when I plan things out (my wedding this year as well as others I won't go into detail) they always end up getting screwed up.
YEars ago someone taught me this lesson and I gotta say she is the coolest most free spirited best friend a guy could have ever asked for. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR MOSHIBE!!!
And Ironically enough she is my only ex (yeah we dated for a bit) that I stay in contact with when we broke up and she's the only one I still have respect for as a person, sad to say but it's true.
As for another possible relationship, Yeah I just got outa a rough one but I have moved on and made myself at peace with what happend, It wasn't meant to be and I tried to set things in motion that weren't going to happen. And when that happens I get decieved which happend lol.
SO there is this girl, she's absolutly AMAZING!! I mean seriously, she is a great friend a hardcore martial artist and insanely random (and I thought only I was that nuts :P) I do love her :) she is very cool and I could spend all night talkin bout what I like bout her. I will say though that Idk what will come from this. Because again I'm not planning ahead I'm taking life a day at a time, and we are waiting to see what happens together, she has to make some choices and find what feels right in her life and doesn't wanna ruin our friendship over it and I totally respect that. I would rather never date her and be her friend forever than date her, God forbid something go terribly wrong, and us never speak again. But I felt like sayin that I'm praying for her to get the guidence she seeks in her life. I just decided to take up a buncha space to say that :P
Ok that's it for now I think, The computer screen is hurtin my eyes actually so I will Likely post tomorrow about Karate tonight haha
Auf Wiedersehen und Guten Abend!
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