It's been a while

My dear it has been far too long and for this post I plan to type out whatever pops into my head and NOOO cheating by backspacing except if I make a typo because I type WAAAAY too fast. With that said LLLLETS GET RRRREADY TO RAAAAMBLLLLLLLEEEEE!!!!!!

SO whats goin on, weeeell I have got the tentative date for my BLACKBELT TEST!!!! May 14th I will be reaching the end of a journey I decided to make 13 years ago and begin a new journey that will end when I die :P. This new journey is that I wish to train my heart out and recieve my Odan, my 5th degree blackbelt.

I have poured gallons upon gallons of blood sweat and tears into my red belt so much that it is like a part of me, I never go ANYWHERE without my belt no matter how far from home I go my belt is right there in my passenger seat with me. Non Martial Artists won't understand this lol but ANY rank you get has sentimental value because of the amount of hardship you went through and how much stronger you've become since then. It is a good feeling when you see that belt around your waist or hold it in your hand and say "Yeah that's mine"

~Pause to catch up on Iron Chef :P and to rethink what I'm writing~

So I've been asked just to ramble bout what's on my mind, and I gotta be honest there's one thing on my mind right now. The girl who requested I ramble bout whats on my mind LOL. Funny ol world idn't it.

So Layna, yes I'm going to talk to you through Blogpost, I see nothing strange about this, although I admit I am not sure what to say.

I'm worryin bout my Dan test though, like I said it's about two months away and I'm kinda freakin out worrying that I won't be able to meet the challenges that I need to in order to be ready. I need a break from school so I can get my mind right and just focus.

Speaking of which in order to take a break I should write my paper before I run out of time to do it, and I gotta do my German Homework sometime. Ugh. ANyway I gotta cut this off here. Peace